Chris' Journal

Subject:	I'm Back!!!!!!!
Time:	10:19 pm.
Mood:	apathetic.
Music:	Bodies - Drowning Pool.

OK so this has been a long time coming, I once promised a while ago that I would post again and finally got around to it... My life has bee interesting, I have left CompUSA and now work for City hall. I run the helpdesk at City Hall. I still live at the same place and still have the same phone number. I hope to move by July though

other than that I really can't think of much else right now... any ?'s ask and ye shall recieve....

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Subject:	Hello Everybody
Time:	3:28 am.

hi guys, I know it's been a long time since I logged in but I thought that perhaps you would be as amused by this as I am......

Mercury Square Saturn with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees

You are a serious person and inclined to be somewhat inflexible in your thinking. Since you tend to be rather judgmental, you could only be happy with someone who is in philosophical agreement with you and conceptualizes the world as you do. Sometimes you are rather taciturn. Find out more with your full-length report...

Venus Trine Saturn with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees

While you may not be emotionally demonstrative or sentimental, you love deeply, lastingly and loyally. You may be strongly drawn to people either much older or much younger than you are. Love, for you, has always entailed an enormous amount of responsibility. Find out more with your full-length report...

Venus Trine Neptune with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees

However cool or cynical you may appear to be externally, you are extraordinarily sensitive and romantic. You are gentle and artistic and would rather do without a relationship than be part of one which does not measure up to your highest ideals of love. Find out more with your full-length report...

Venus Quincunx Uranus with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees

You need to be close and you need to be free. This is a major life conflict which has always created complications for you in close personal relationships. One manifestation of this may be a tendency to pursue the unavailable or the unreliable. Find out more with your full-length report...

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Subject:	LOL
Time:	10:32 am.

Jean Claude~ You are Jean-Claude! You are the
master vampire of the city of St. Louis and are
Anitas vampire lover. You own a chain of strip
clubs with very sexy male dancers. You've had a
rough 300 years but things are getting a heck
of a lot better now that you have Anita!

Which Anita Blake Character are you?
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Subject:	Why??
Time:	9:20 am.
Mood:	irritated.
Music:	Great White - Save Your Love.

Why is it that in SC nobody knows how to drive, much less they say "Snow" and all of a sudden all of the Grocery stores and Gas stations are Raided for milk eggs and bread....And just to top it all off why is the Company I work for the only one open when it's snowing? now I have to work an 11-9 shift and pray the roads are safe when we close.... It's not like we're gonna actually get any business today... everyone's out playing in the snow with thier kids and friends... why would they want to come to a computer store?oh, and this'll do wonders for my paycheck... being as how we closed a little early yesterday and we'll probably close early today. Other than that apparently Altlanta is looking more and more promising for a job as I believe my current bos is looking at going down there with CompUSA and is seriously talking about taking me with him. that'll be cool... so I guess I'll go for now.... more updates on Insane South Carolinians coming.....

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Subject:	Morning Update... then I'm off to work... It's going to be long day...
Time:	10:57 am.

Here is your horoscope for Tuesday, February 24:

It's another month before the seasons shift, but you'll make a change
almost as big. Jump on the next opportunity before anyone else
recognizes it. Announce your intentions now, or spring a major surprise later.

I just thought this was amusing.... Announcing the unknown... hmm... I'll have to think about that.

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Subject:	What are you?
Time:	11:28 pm.
Mood:	contemplative.
Music:	Extreme - More than Words.

People come into your life for a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime. When you
know which one it is for a person, you will know what to do for that
person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you
have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to
provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally,
or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there
for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your
part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to
bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk
away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must
realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is
done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move
on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to
share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you
laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give
you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a
season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build
upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept
the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all
other relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for
being a part of my life.

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Subject:	Wow It's been a while.... well here's the scoop.
Time:	10:51 pm.
Mood:	indescribable.
Music:	Lords of Acid - Out Comes the Evil.

OK I know it's been almost a month now and a few of you are owndering what I've been up to and a few are just irritated that I havn't posted in "forever". so let's see, I've been going to Atlants a bit to see Alexis and she's been up a couple of time to visit me, and I broke my car. I have a job and it's going well. I have now bought a new car (1990 Chevy Lumina) and it's running OK. other than that everything's been pretty much the same, I've really enjoyed all the time I've gotten to spend with Alexis and it's been odd... several times now I've been asked by various "girls" at work about going out and getting a drink or whatever, by both employees and customers. I now have several responsibilities at work and lots of stress... last week I had a brain meltdown at work and everyone thought I was going to kill someone, so the made me go have a cigarette. The quest of "Chris will stop smoking" is still going, but not as well as I would like. My grandfather was admitted to the hospital last week for another stroke and last night my Uncle Lathan passed away last night and they told my grandfather today, he seemed to take it ok but I'm afraid it's going to hit him tonight after everyone leaves. So I guess that sums up most of it, I do have other things going on in my head but I won't mention those right now. So hope everyone is doing well and hopefully I might actually get some comments this time, let me know how you're doing, and I should be posting more often hopefully.

Later.

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Subject:	Only because a couple of other people decided to post thiers, satisfing everyone's curiosity
Time:	12:33 am.
Mood:	amused.

Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You are very strong-willed and proud, but intensely private and not easy to know well. Behind your quiet exterior lies a great deal of emotional depth, sensitivity, complexity, and also fierce determination. When you want something you go after it rather quietly but insistently and wholeheartedly - and you usually get it.

Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
You are a person who thrives on challenge, and you often feel that you must battle your way through life, depending upon no one and nothing but your own strength, intelligence, and courage. You believe in being totally honest, true to oneself and one's own vision and convictions, even if that means standing alone. Honesty, integrity, personal honor, and authenticity are your gods, and you have no sympathy for weakness of character in others.

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Subject:	Not one of my best days.....
Time:	12:09 am.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	the white stripes- seven nation army.

Well today has really kinda sucked in general, but the past several weeks since my last "real" post have been great, work is awesome and I've really enjoyed the time I get to spend/talk with Alexis. but today I had to check my car out due to the ice storm we wad here and it turned out to no longer be driveable. The transmission linkage got burned out in my drive back home sunday night apparently and it toasted part of the engine too... so It's time for me to find an inexpensive car to replace it... hopefully that'll happen next friday

but other than that nothing else seems to have really changed in my life other than I am now teaching the sword again to a couple of people, and learning some extra martial arts in return. I will probably wind up with some bruises but not much more than that. For those of you concerned about my health do not worry, I'll be careful.

Well it's 12:20am now and I have to get up early tomorrow for work so I'll put in another post tomorrow.

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Time:

10:30 pm.

Your eye color is dark blue. You rely on your logic
solely, and may have more mature interests than
many of your friends and family your age. You
can sometimes also be interverted and lonely
from a lack of understanding with people, and
can be rather frustrated with some types of
folke. Some may describe you as cold and
distant, and you are honest with how you feel
about things.

What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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Time:

10:20 pm.

Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling
those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You
are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the
Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a
vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You
have little sympathy or care for humanity and
see them as existing for no real purpose -
thus, you can be very manipulative and bend
them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a
purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out
of ten it will be strictly for your own self
gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As
soon as a person or situation is no longer
productive or pleasurable in your life, you
will rid yourself of it or them. You could very
well have just a touch of superiority complex
(or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of
this, you are capable of love so intense that
you place that person's wishes even above your
own - the only time that you will do so.
Chances are you are attracted to people in
which you see...yourself. Though many hate you
for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce,
sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Subject:	Unfair
Time:	8:26 pm.
Mood:	calm.
Music:	Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under the Bridge.

ahh as I have now had a day off and have thought about many things the day has progresses into Philosophy. I sit here writing, not really thinking about what I am saying because my mind is elsewhere. I am no longer analyzing myself or current situations and just allowing it to wash over me as I enjoy basking in its pleasantries, loving everysecond of it, save for when people decide to attempt to spread lies about my personal life, That is something I don't care for and those of you who really know me, you know it's a real quick way to get on my shit list, and as many people know when I get really pissed I get extremely calm, which is where I am at right now with that particular situation. Attempting to slander myself or those who I really care about will not be tolerated and will be returned in the form of a destroyed friendship which aparently someone "really wanted to keep" I now see it to all be a child's game and they are trying to play in an adult world. so, to that person I say Goodbye. and many of you know that I never say goodbye, unless it is forever. as to the philosophy section now that I've had my rant for the day, I find myself missing missing someone more than I thought I would. How can one miss someone so much after so short a time? even if it seems I have known them for eternity and I wonder why the world seems to be "just right" when they are around. How can I actually explain this? I know no way to which stikes me as odd as normally I can explain nearly anything to some degree or another. but now I am rambling so I'll close for today and tomorrow is another day with opportunity for life because I am alive finally.

-Chris

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Subject:	Changes
Time:	11:22 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	Lots of songs, radio radar going nuts.

Well today was great!! Work has been going exceptionally well and exciting, I've recieved some awesome compliments and my bosses really like me due to my aggressive attitude towards getting the job done. also today when it was almost time for me to leave work I got a really great suprise, that special someone I was talking about yesterday (Alexis) showed up with her sister and wnated to go to diner, so we went to rafferty's and then Alexis and I went to see Peter Pan, which by the way was an awesome movie!! I feel alive and great today it has been a wonderful evening however, I have to get back to work now as I need to finish the "training excercises" so that I have it all complete by tomorrow. probably will be a couple of hours worth of work and so I'll probably be tired tomorrow. Also I've finally comitted to the "Chris will stop smoking" campaign and have not had a single cigarette today, didn't even crave one once that I can remember. Now if my leather jacket would stop smelling like smoke I'll be doing great. so until Tomorrow Adieu!!

Chris

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Subject:	Long days, Longer nights.....
Time:	10:41 pm.
Mood:	drained.
Music:	White Lion - When the Children Cry.

You'll have to forgive me today, I'm a little brain Fried. I've been working on lessons and quizzes since 4:00 today and I just stopped for a while. The holidays were great, I got to spend some time with a very special person and enjoyed every moment of it, Started a new game and it's been going very well and has been very enjoyable. today I had hoped to get to celebrate my new job (Yes I finally have a job!!! It's at CompUSA and so far has been fantastic) with that afore mentioned person but to no avail, so I'm kinda bummed right now, I tried calling and left a couple of messages but never got a call back, I hope that I havn't done something wrong to upset them, I also tried calling another friend of mine, Wyman, while I was tring to relax my brain for a few minutes but I called and he was eating dinner, I tried calling again later and I'm not sure if it was him that answered the phone but they huung up on me as soon as I spoke.So, I really don't know what's going on, I could have really used someone to talk to for a while today. however Jessica called and we spoke for about 5 or 10 minutes but I was in the middle of working on my tests and ended the conversation. As far as other things I have spoke with my family recently and it seems that my Great Uncle is not doing well, the doctor's say that he has about three weeks left, and a very close friend of the family's a wonderful woman who was like a second mother to me passed away just before the new year. well I guess that's about it and I really should get back to working on those quizzes for work.

Talk to you later

-Chris

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Subject:	Interesting
Time:	3:04 am.

Powerful. You're a scary son of a bitch. Chances
are, you'd rule over all other vampires in your
vicinity, and probably some humans as well.
You're hard to kill, because you keep your
weaknesses and strengths secret. Bathing in
blood is a regular past-time. You're ruthless
and indestructable.

What SORT of Vampire would you be?
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Yes I know I havn't posted anything in a while, and now all you get is a quiz. I will update tomorrow or friday sometime and inform Everyone of what Is going on with me right now and over the past few weeks... All I'll say right now is that it has been a hell of a ride....

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